Superficial deletion of memories no longer work.
Life is so unpredictable.
Don't you just feel that something are beyond your control?
Yesterday I was watching Despicable Me with two of my closest friends.
Despicable me is about this mad villian who is fighting against another villian to go for the greatest steal of the year/decade/century.
The only way to do that is to shrink the moon and steal it.
And how to shrink the moon? The shrinking machine thingy.
Only three girls can steal that.
And blah blah blah, they grew to love each other.
It's about family love.
Something which is obviously lacking in some families.
It accentuates the importance of family.
[PS It is super funny! Almost comparable to toy story 3 and How to train your dragon]
anyway, Today, those two friends turned into enemies.
Life is just like that.
Full of things you never envisioned yourself encountering, but subtlely, they infiltrate your heart and mind.
They just come at the most unexpected times and blow you away.
YOU YEARN FOR THESE THOUGHTS TO VANISH AND DISAPPEAR.
YOU WISH THAT THESE THOUGHTS NEVER EXISTED IN THE FIRST PLACE.
However, we humans are inbuilt with emotions.
“No man is an island”
I always feel that i was in control of my life.
Let's just say things spiralled out of control.
The interjection of a person into my life.
The bus, On MSN.
I didn't know what I was thinking of.
I supposed I should have listened to my mind.
However, I went with my heart, for I knew that the most beautiful memories are created because of irrational decisions.
Really.
Think of a huge ocean.
Thing of what you can do in the ocean.
You can swim in the ocean, but that would mean exercise only.
You can dive in the ocean, but for how long are you able to hold your breathe?
You can snorkel in the ocean, but that would mean only looking at things superficially.
or
You can scuba dive in the ocean and see the most beautiful sites under the sea.
Even when that means risking your life.
Nevertheless, it is all worth it.
I decided to dive into the deepest realm of the deep blue sea.
And trouble just came up to me directly.
I thought after one term, one holiday and one block test, I would be entirely over the incident and proceed with my life.
Nah.
Wish me luck to continue my journey on being over and done with this incident.
But I know that it is all worth it.
10 years later, I will tell myself not to fall into the hole i dug this time again.