Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Monday:
Sexuality Talk.
We were talking about teenage pregnancy.
Which doesn't apply to me (Wait! Not because I'm not a girl...*)
But I thought it was quite interesting.
Well, one of the questions did sort of link to me.
Sort of.
Anyway, the day just went on like it was a Monday.
Nothing much happened.
Besides me spasming out because no one could help me
For history tutorials.
Sianz.
Tuesday:
Nothing much happened too in school.
Mdm Ng is damn funny during Maths.
" Do you all understand this? "
Then she will add " Say you understand ".
^___^
And..
Seriously, I think the two hour break is too long.
Went to high school, came back,
Got scolded by Guo Xin for trying to do Math tutorial. .___.
(PS I'm doing so much work in order to get my mind of the complexities of my life.*)
Then went and chat with Wan Ting (And Brian) about everything under the sun in the cantten
And we literally just talked about everything.
And then, I think the two hour break is too short.
Haha.
Time flies when you have something to do.
GP was horrendous.
I cannot control the class at all.
:/
Although the class managed to settle down and start doing their AQ.
Some people just skipped the lesson.
I am very upset when I called and told them, and then the reason was
They were too lazy to come to the LT.
Sign of laziness.
Incorrigible.
It's hard to hammer in something when people are so unreceptive to help and advice.
Anyway, then another class came in.
And we got "evicted".
But most of the class managed to do everything within the time allocated.
(:
Then I suddenly thought about the scripts left in the LT.
Which I thought was left in the LT.
Then I was like Oh Shit. Must go back and take.
It's damn awkward to enter this classroom.*
And then when I entered the classroom,
Argh.
I acted like how Riz Low would have acted in front of some important guest.
Shit.
I couldn't find them, so I rushed out of the class.
(A little embarrassing.*)
Then Derrick just have to throw in the question.
"Did you thank the teacher?"
Shit.
I must be insane.
I ran back into the class and shouted "THANK YOU" to the teacher.
And I made a mockery out of myself in front of this particular class*.
.___.
Had to rush to peer tutoring immediately.
And 3 tutees were there.
:)
That's really good.
And we were the only group there.
(PS I know I'm dedicated. Haha. Just Joking. (:)
And I didn't disturb the boys with Chinese O Levels or Higher Chinese Mastery Reviews.
I just gave them a test.
Duration of 3.25 hours.
And then I went and meet my juniors from photography.
And we sat there and chatted for an hour.
While having lunch (under my treat ^^).
And knew things I didn't know about school!
Omg, I have a self mutilating junior now.
Gosh.
So many things happened when I left school.
Anyway, I really enjoyed their company.
Haha, and I felt so happy when they said I was a good senior.
(:
Then as I was walking back, I met Mr Liu Chang Yu!
(My ex Chinese Teacher who was surprised I got an A1 for higher Chinese. Haha.)
And we started talking.
And slowly we talked for 1 hour.
haha.
Sort of had lots of fun talking to him.
Criticising a particular Chinese teacher and stuff.
And I think I'm walking a path of praises.
He said I've became more matured.
XD.
Then stayed in Catholic High till 7.30 to mark the paper.
It was really a tiring day.
Wednesday:
I was super tired today.
I didn't have any energy left to do anything.
Just want to get back home and sleep.
Alas.
Time passed so slowly when you're in a state of unconsciousness.
And Shucks.
I don't feel really well.
But it's not serious though.
Still can go next Tuesday to Germany!
Brian's going there too but 2 days earlier.
(:
That's the thing to look forward to.
I hate the feeling that you are being used.
:/
And I happened to have that feeling today.
Due to some people and their actions.
Then after school, FENCING!
Awesome.
Something which I really really look forward to throughout the day.
Anyway, went for Arts Fest and really loved it.
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*Nevermind if you don't get it.
Too complicated to explain currently.
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So, anyway, I feel very very queasy now.
Sianz.
I made a wrong mistake.
I want to live life the way life brings itself to me,
but it's the harshest part of life meeting up with me now.
I've just cut open a closed wound.
And I feel pain.
But not physical pain.
Mental pain.
Shit.
I made a wrong mistake.
A wrong move.
I'm regretting it already.
Shawn.
♥ angel&devil.
5/25/2010 11:40:00 PM