Monday, April 26, 2010
Decided to re-post a new post.
I am a cry baby.
:C
GAH.
I cried/teared thrice this term.
:/
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1. Lost Friendship
一去不复返 -〉我不肯相信。
你走你的阳关道 我走我的独木桥 -〉真的吗？
这样很残酷。
可是已成为事实。
我接受了。
Why is it in Chinese?
'Cos I <3 Chinese.
Lol.
(:
2. :/ I don't really want to say much about this.
But the person was really apologetic about it.
(I took 6 weeks k?
I really tried my bestest best.)
3. Contact Lenses!
GARH.
*Pulls Hair*
I still can't get my contact lenses!
Even though I tormented myself for like 35 minutes.
Trying to get the contact lens in my eye.
=(
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I am disappointed.
Disappointed with myself.
Why?
>.<
I'm not a good friend.
I'm not a good classmate.
I'm not a good person to talk to.
Gosh.
I feel bad to some people.
Like I've not been good to them.
SORRY. ):
Just that some things is pinned down in my mind.
REALLY really really sorry if I acted hostile
weird
impatient
furious
pissed off
unfriendly
etc.
>.<
CRY.
I will.
It's really the best way
to disperse all troubles
worries
anxieties
feelings.
I yearned for the day to come.
When you know.
We start talking like people again.
Instead of hostilities.
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I'm really sorry also
to people who have observed my
behavioral-unlike
weird
"distinct"
out-of-place
twitching of the eye.
I don't know what's up with it too.
:X
It's habitual
or just plain
neuro-scientific-perhaps-not-scientific-but-maybe-proven-problem.
Not that I will go look into it anyway.
Will try to correct.
<,<
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I feel like.
Flying.
(:
Flying around the world.
Flying away from the miseries of the world.
Flying away from the hypocrisies the world offer.
Flying away from the liars who make excuses and lie through their teeth.
Flying away from the harsh reality of life.
Flying away from you
To a better future.
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Smile and be happy!
'Cos life's too short to be sad!
Don't you just agree~
Adios!
Shawn.
♥ angel&devil.
4/26/2010 12:23:00 AM
