Thursday, April 1, 2010
I FINALLY GOT A DAMN ANSWER.
DAMN IT.
I FEEL MUCH BETTER NOW.
GOOD RIDDANCE TO BAD THOUGHTS.
HAHA.
FINALLY ALL'S SOLVED!
FINALLY!
GOSH.
IT ALL HAPPENED SO FAST.
WHAT THE HELL.
I MUST BE OUT OF MY MIND.
RATIONALITY HAS NOW OVERTHROWN IRRATIONALITY.
I AM THE BIGGEST RETARD FOR THE PAST TWO WEEKS.
APRIL IS REALLY A GOOD MONTH.
IT'S A GOOD START OF A MONTH (:.
ALL THOUGHTS ARE DISPELLED NOW.
FINALLY.
I CAN LIVE IN PEACE.
TO THE LEAST I KNOW IT'S A LOST CAUSE.
AT LEAST I KNOW.
THANK GOD FOR THAT.
I FINALLY CAN GET IT OFF MY BACK.
BUT STILL, WHAT'S SAID IS SAID.
I AM NOT RETRACTING MY WORDS.
JUST THAT NOW
RATIONALITY HAS TAKEN OVER.
I AM THINKING STRAIGHT NOW.
CLEAR AND COHESIVE THINKING NOW.
FUCK.
WHAT WAS I THINKING?
SHIT.
I WASN'T THINKING AT ALL!
THE FLAME WITHIN ME
WHICH HAD BEEN IGNITED
HAS BEEN EXTINGUISHED.
HAIZ.
FINALLY CAN HEAVE A SIGH OF RELIEF.
F-I-N-A-L-L-Y.
APRIL'S REALLY A GOOD MONTH! (:
IT WILL BE DIFFICULT TO CLEAR THE MESS I'VE CREATED
BUT I'LL TRY!
OMG.
I FEEL SO DAMN HAPPY NOW!
TO THE LEAST THERE'S NOTHING IN MY MIND WHICH IS AS
RIDICULOUS
AS THE THOUGHT I HAVE BEEN THINKING!
IT'S THE END OF THIS LONG LONG ROUTE!
IT'S WEIRD HOW I CAN JUST CLEAR OUT EVERYTHING FROM MY MIND.
JUST LIKE THAT.
LIKE CLICKING THE 'DELETE' BUTTON.
THANKS BRIAN HO! (:THANKS
THANKS
THANKS
THANKS
THANKS!
OMG.
THANKS.
YOU ARE LIKE THE SAVIOUR OF MY LIFE.
HAHA.
SAVED MY ENTIRE LIFE FROM CRASHING DOWN ON ME.
YES!
I'M HAPPY NOW!
I'M STILL WHO I AM!
BUT NOW WITH LESS A BURDEN!
SO I'M SMILING!
SO YOU PROBABLY SHOULD REJOICE WITH ME TOO!
I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS
BUT AFTER HEARING A BAD NEWS,
I ACTUALLY FEEL HAPPIER (:!
APRIL FIRST.
WHERE EVERYTHING COMES TO AN END.
AND OMG.
IT'S CHAPTER 6 ALREADY.
I'VE MOVED ON.
(:
THAT'S FAST.
BUT I'VE PUT EVERYTHING DOWN ALREADY.
NOW TO ACHIEVE MY 50 YEARS PLAN.
WITHOUT INTERFERENCE.
HOPEFULLY.
NOT AGAIN.
ADIOS!
SHAWN.
♥ angel&devil.
4/01/2010 12:16:00 AM
