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Tuesday, April 6, 2010

1 0 0
One hundred already.
Finally!
XD
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It's difficult to retain friends.
Isn't it?
Sometimes one wrong sentence can just tear it apart.
Why?
Why is it so difficult for people to understand?
It's just a joke.
It's just a slip of the tongue.
And a friendship is destroyed.
With a snap of the fingers.
*SNAP*.
*SNAP SNAP*
It doesn't join back.
And return to its original state.
I can't do anything too.
You are stubborn.
Hot headed.
Adamant.
You just can't get the idea across.
Friends.
How difficult is it to understand this 7 letter words?
It seemed a long time, when in primary school,
you say "I don't friend you"
but the next minute you guys are best friends again.
In secondary school,
you just say "I hate you"
but the next minute you guys will be gossiping again.
Now, you don't even say this.
It's just ignoring you.
Not bothering about you.
It's this which hurts me.
Not anything else.
Friends are people you can depend on.
Friends are people you give the benefit of the doubt to.
Friends are people who accept you for who you are.
Friends are just friends in every sense of the word.
I'm having a headache now.
Friendship.
What's that actually?
Someone,
Friends,
Please enlighten me.
Please.
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Today was a long day.
Really tediously long and arduous day.
It was really a bad day.
I can't concentrate a single bit.
I'm just so tired.
Like lethargically tired.
In every sense of that word.
Woah.
School work's piling up.
Can't keep up with the pace.
Friendships crumbling.
CCA also not very good.
Went out during Maths lesson for a breather.
Ate 3 sweets during economics lecture.
Listening to fast paced music during break.
Sat under the air conditioner during History.
Washed my face before GP lesson.
None of this methods work!
Gah.
So what should I do?
Prick a needle in my hand.
Bite an ice in my mouth.
Use toothpicks and open my eyes forcefully.
I doubt any of them will work.
Ideas! ):
The bed is so tantalisingly evil.
I want to lie on it,
but it will force me into a little black space called sleep.
Econs not done yet!
Do you guys hate me or not?
Make up your mind.
Anyway, I'm faced with this horrible dilemma.
JCC or CIP.
I'm going to choose CIP.
Gah.
Peer mentoring at CHS.
It's really fun so far I suppose.
And my tutees are quite nice?
Quite different from what I expected. (:
Anyway when I went back to Cat High I was at the grandstand, speaking in a voice I normally speak in, which is kinda loud, but not loud.
This teacher then said: " I would appreciate (he didn't say it correctly) if you spoke in a softer tone."
I said "Okay"
Then he said this ridiculous comment: " You from Hwa Chong?"
I nodded.
It's true anyway.
He then said "Being in Hwa Chong doesn't mean anything". With that gl face.
And I'm like there to help the school.
Come on.
FUCK.
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Then Yiren and I started talking about him.
[4-2] Wong Yi Ren says (22:36):
Oh yea
Who was the teacher anyway?
Shawn says (22:37):
i don't know leh..
new one
[4-2] Wong Yi Ren says (22:37):
... ...
I wonder if the person is from RJ...
Shawn says (22:37):
na
nah~
no aura of RJ.
[4-2] Wong Yi Ren says (22:37):
haha
Shawn says (22:38):
haha
[4-2] Wong Yi Ren says (22:38):
I think he super suan
Suan HC
Shawn says (22:38):
ya. haiz.
[4-2] Wong Yi Ren says (22:38):
Suan you
Shawn says (22:38):
ya!
[4-2] Wong Yi Ren says (22:38):
What the he** with the gl face
Shawn says (22:38):
hmm. don't know leh
just ignore such people la
[4-2] Wong Yi Ren says (22:39):
Your normal talking amplitude isn't anywhere loud
Shawn says (22:39):
haha precisely!
[4-2] Wong Yi Ren says (22:39):
I think the teacher was wearing amplifiers in his ears
[4-2] Wong Yi Ren says (22:40):
x1.5 bass boost

(: Happy that you said this!
---
Tired.
Probably going to just spend some time doing econs before sleeping.
Don't feel well, but won't take MC.
Why?
It's just principles.
But maybe I'll just sit in the sick bay for a long time.
Don't feel really well.

OnePlusYou Quizzes and Widgets

Woah. NC17. This is interesting.

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Smile when you feel like it.
No one's forcing you.
Probably you won't enjoy life that well if you are frowning all the time.

Adios!
Shawn.

angel&devil.
4/06/2010 08:45:00 PM


a new start to a new beginning.

Shawn Teo
17
2000 to 2001
Montfort Junior School
1F, 2HH

2003 to 2005
Nan Chiau Primary School
3G, 4C, 5A, 6A

2006 to 2009
Catholic High School
1-5, 2-5, 3-2, 4-2

2010 to 2011
Hwa Chong Institution
10A11

08-06-1993
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philosophy


“Whenever you're in conflict with someone, there is one factor that can make the difference between damaging your relationship and deepening it. That factor is attitude.

wishes


10A11 - the best in anything we do!
To make more friends and widen my social circle
To be a teacher
To cut down my weight to 70kg and below.
To get Silver for NAPFA in 2011 (Not this year!) and so much more!

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