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Tuesday, March 30, 2010

I'm going to change.
I'm scared of rejection.
But I'm going to try.
It's a start of a new chapter.
It's confession time.
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Happy that I got my eyes checked today.
Miraculously, short sightedness dropped by 25 degrees for both eyes!
Again!
From like 700 fall
and fall
and fall again!
Yay!
But something else increased by 50 for both eye.
Which is bad.
Which I forgot too.
Something about using too much computer.
Which is so not true!
Because I only use the computer from the time I step into my house, till the time I fall asleep.
How long can that be?!?!
Like maybe ONLY Maximum of 8 hours?
Anyway,
I am damn sad that my eye is flat.
I can't really wear a lot of kinds of lenses.
Especially the coloured ones.
Haiz.
But nevermind, I'm finally getting contacts!
I'm really trying out everything.
I must try out everything.
I'm regretting that I've wasted so much time in my life over some frivolous stuff now.
But it was kinda worth it.
I experienced emotions I've never experienced before.
Anyway, back to the contact lenses,
I'm so so so excited about it.
But it's like going to take 2/3 weeks to get it customised
to fit my eyeball.
Argh.
I very scared I dare to put in, I don't dare to take it out.
I very scared I sleep with it.
Maximum time I can wear it is only for 12 hours.
So if I don't take it out,
It's gonna get stuck to my eyeball.
And when I force it out,
there will be imprints on my eyeball.
Haha.
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Anyway, on a random topic today.
I want to eat Ice Cream.
Yum Yum.
Ice Cream.
Ice Cream.
Cookies and Cream Ice Cream from Island Creamery.
Cookies and Cream Ice Cream from Haagen Daz.
Cookies and Cream Ice Cream from Anderson's.
Cookies and Cream Ice Cream from Udders.
Cookies and Cream Ice Cream from Ben's and Jerry.
Cookies and Cream Ice Cream from Swenson's.
Cookies and Cream Ice Cream from Macdonalds.
I wanna eat.
Someone accompany me go on ice cream trail... (:
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It's chapter 5 now in my very short blogging history.
So fast I keep going ahead and flipping a new chapter.
But first to answer some tags:
PhS - My very close, but very kiasu and even kiasuer than me friend:
You epic fail la!
It's so obvious lor.
Oh, and I did enjoy the 3rd and 4th songs! (:
Worth the ticket price.
The 2nd song was catastrophical though. ):
But it was nice to spend time with former classmates like Fabian, Joseph, Xuan Ming and you! :D
Chin Wen - The cute and adorable, but damn goondu girl:
Hey hey, I really hope it'll go away soon!
It's making me less focused on work and stuff, and definitely my grades are going to suffer like that.
But nevermind!
There's still fencing to look forward too! (:
My muscle aches gone already!
Yay! (:
Thanks btw~:D
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School's fun today.
For the first time, I felt like I was imprisoned.
We had to give our ex-link cards before leaving the auditorium.
Lol.
And it was damn funny.
Xiaoyou and Siman did a wonderful job! (:
But I was really bored with some of the people.
---
I want to sleep at 2AM and wake up at 5AM.
I want to just forget everything, lie on bed, and do absolutely NOTHING.
I want to eat cookies and cream icecream.
I want to drink milk at night and not get stomachache in the morning.
I want to eat noodles now.
I want to eat and not get fat. >.<
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I want many things in life.
I already have my life plan all planned out.
This thing is making me derail.
Offtrack.
I am very kiasu, if you don't know, now you know!
And I have a secret identity.
Woah.
Sounds so suave when I say that.
Haha.
XD
---
Anyway, finally reached Chapter 5 - Confession Day.
I set myself a deadline.
2 Weeks from Thursday
That's D-Day.
If I get rejected, then I'll start a new chapter in life again.
---
Oh again,
I already said it's okay to spread my secret around.
I'm really sorry to my friends who I have troubled.
I really thank you from the bottom of my heart.
If you think that the secret's hindering you and your life,
And bothering you a lot,
I really apologise for making you all go through so much trauma for me.
I'm really sorry. D;
So it's okay if you have some brotherhood or something and there's supposed to be no secrets, and you just need to say.
'Cos I'll understand.
But I just want people to understand about people like me.
:D
So as long as you don't mean any malice or harm, it's fine.
Really.
Don't need to feel guilty if you told someone already.
"Coloured-Lenses" is what I'm scared about.
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Woah.
25 posts in 10 days.
Sense of satisfaction.
Hope to reach 500 by the end of the year!
People tag on my tagboard please! (:
---
Smile and be happy!
'Cos tomorrow's HC Elections Day!
And remember to vote for The Ninja Turtles tomorrow for ARES peeps!

Adios!
Shawn.

Video I've watched today:
Have a fun time watching it!




angel&devil.
3/30/2010 07:11:00 PM


a new start to a new beginning.

Shawn Teo
17
2000 to 2001
Montfort Junior School
1F, 2HH

2003 to 2005
Nan Chiau Primary School
3G, 4C, 5A, 6A

2006 to 2009
Catholic High School
1-5, 2-5, 3-2, 4-2

2010 to 2011
Hwa Chong Institution
10A11

08-06-1993
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philosophy


“Whenever you're in conflict with someone, there is one factor that can make the difference between damaging your relationship and deepening it. That factor is attitude.

wishes


10A11 - the best in anything we do!
To make more friends and widen my social circle
To be a teacher
To cut down my weight to 70kg and below.
To get Silver for NAPFA in 2011 (Not this year!) and so much more!

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Duo Geng
Zhi Ying
Xuan Ming
Yiren
Zhiyu
Leh Chuan
Wei Nan
Ms Chow
Chek Wei
Raymond Thien
Jun Hoe
Si Heng
Chin Wen
10A!! <3
Earnest
Yeung Kai
Tan Sally
Zi Ai
Mel Koh
Roy Goh
Wan Ling
Ning Qian
Johnervan

archives.

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credits.

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