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But it's not the start of a new chapter yet. Nope! It's going to be a new beginning. I'm not going to try again. Not worth it. But I still haven't really got over yet.
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People who knows my secret, please please keep it a secret. This is a secret which is going to last through a long time.
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I had a long chat with Ms Kumar. I agree with her. The secret should remain a secret. I should probably stop thinking of the person. The person's not worth it. At all.
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But I'm not going to flame the person. 'Cos I believe there may be a chance in the future To know the person again. Who knows about the future?
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But Ms Kumar was really understanding. Talking to her made me feel...liberated. She convinced me to forget about the person. Just let go. Just release myself from the bottomless pit I've dug myself into. Before it's too late. It will take some time for me to recover, of course. Such things often have a cooldown period.
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I want to be the previous cheerful happy positive Shawn. Not the current unhappy zombie-like pessismitic Shawn. Don't you just agree that liberation is the best feeling on earth? No more burdens. Thanks Ms Kumar! :D
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Today was a nice day. Had a nice chat with Mel, Youjia and Ziai at our table. Haha. Mel, must cheer up k?? (: Anyway, it was nice for our PT to be in the canteen. Rested well.
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Anyway, then we proceed to History. OMG. Ms Kumar really flared up today. Blew her top. Flipped. Became angry. Became infuriated. Became furious. Oh gosh. History's test was badly done. *ARGH!* *Screams till lungs explode* *Stab heart continuously* *Brain explodes* *Shawn is proclaimed dead* Haha. Still got the rest of the year to buck up! (: So I still have chance to"xian yu fan shen" * salted fish turn body *. (:
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Hmm. I seriously just went crazy during CSE. Ms Claire is seriously THE Funniest teacher. Haha. Learning about Essay skills. The lesson was damn epic. XD But :X Because it's a bit rude to be written here. Haha
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PW was another lesson. Feasibility and Manageability of Project: This project is manageable. This project is feasible. HAHA. Damn funny! That was what I wrote too! Haha
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Can't get my contacts today D: But it's okay! I'll get it tomorrow! Really looking forward to getting it. So many new experiences this year. (:
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Smile and be happy! 'cos you can never be too sad about life. Because life gives you everything and a death. and a bad romance. Hmm. Ok, I suppose you can be sad about life once in a while.
Adios! Shawn
♥ angel&devil. 3/29/2010 03:08:00 PM
a new start to a new beginning.
Shawn Teo
17 2000 to 2001 Montfort Junior School 1F, 2HH
2003 to 2005 Nan Chiau Primary School 3G, 4C, 5A, 6A
2006 to 2009 Catholic High School 1-5, 2-5, 3-2, 4-2
2010 to 2011 Hwa Chong Institution 10A11
08-06-1993
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philosophy
“Whenever you're in conflict with someone, there is one factor that can make the difference between damaging your relationship and deepening it. That factor is attitude. ”
wishes
10A11 - the best in anything we do!
To make more friends and widen my social circle
To be a teacher
To cut down my weight to 70kg and below.
To get Silver for NAPFA in 2011 (Not this year!)
and so much more!