Wednesday, March 31, 2010

I really remember what happens.
For a long time.
What you would call Elephant's memory.
I know what you have done to me.
Trust me - I definitely bear grudges.
It's just whether I want to think about it or not.
Some things, when thought about, really still hurts me.
I don't know what impression I give you.
Hopefully it's good.

From Primary School, I already knew the meaning of
EVIL.
I remember how a nerd like me always goes to the library without fail everyday.
I knew the importance of studies.
I didn't have a life outside school.
I know some things are not decided by me.
But what there people did was seriously evil.
I shall not name them, but they are girls.
They just took medicated oil into my water bottle.
And I drank it.
It embroiled into a serious event, where the vice principal was involved.
I was afraid of bullies,
but I know they are friends in my life.
:))

Trust me - If you bully, stop it.
STOP.
It's not a good feeling to know that your victim was bullied.
Bullying in my life happens in forms of Words.
Come secondary 1 and 2.
Very unglamorous past.
But I know that people were talking behind my back.
I know that I was stared at all the time.
I know that once secondary 2 arrived,
It was hell.
Half the class was ostracising me already.
They thought I was attention seeking.
They thought I was irritating and annoying.
I know how it feels.
Then suddenly, I was ostracising by almost the entire class.
Rumour mongers caused the entire thing.
I placed my trust in the wrong person.
I made the mistake.
There are many more incidents.
Some which I would rather not talk about.
But there two left a mark.
Before I thought everything's over,
Someone ripped my textbook up.
Into a mangled pile of mess.
Shock and Sadness superseded the feeling of anger and frustration.
what I was thinking was Does the sports class people hate me to such a huge extent?
Evidently.
This was not all.
Shortly after this incident, the second wave of attack.
An emulation of the previous medicated oil incident.
Just that it's tic tac now.
I laughed it off, but I was seriously baffled.
Sad? Yes.
I must be hated to the core of the core.
That's why I know the importance of friends.
I know the effects of bullying.
Everywhere I go, that happens.
When is it going to stop?
In Hwa Chong?
I hope so.
I'm just happy there.
People are so nice there.
I hope, for once, this decision does not end up into a bad experience.
From MJS, I transferred to NCPS.
Then I went on to CHS.
Then I moved on, to HCI.
I hope all stops here.

I had a weird dream last night.
I dreamt myself at a funeral.
Juxtaposition to it was another funeral.
I was there, and I looked at the picture.
I don't know who it is.
Doesn't look familiar at all.
but it's a girl.

Smile and be happy. you have only 83 years left in your life.

Adios!
Shawn

♥ angel&devil.
3/31/2010 05:52:00 AM

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

I'm going to change.
I'm scared of rejection.
But I'm going to try.
It's a start of a new chapter.
It's confession time.

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Happy that I got my eyes checked today.
Miraculously, short sightedness dropped by 25 degrees for both eyes!
Again!
From like 700 fall
and fall
and fall again!
Yay!
But something else increased by 50 for both eye.
Which is bad.
Which I forgot too.
Something about using too much computer.
Which is so not true!
Because I only use the computer from the time I step into my house, till the time I fall asleep.
How long can that be?!?!
Like maybe ONLY Maximum of 8 hours?
Anyway,
I am damn sad that my eye is flat.
I can't really wear a lot of kinds of lenses.
Especially the coloured ones.
Haiz.
But nevermind, I'm finally getting contacts!
I'm really trying out everything.
I must try out everything.
I'm regretting that I've wasted so much time in my life over some frivolous stuff now.
But it was kinda worth it.
I experienced emotions I've never experienced before.
Anyway, back to the contact lenses,
I'm so so so excited about it.
But it's like going to take 2/3 weeks to get it customised
to fit my eyeball.
Argh.
I very scared I dare to put in, I don't dare to take it out.
I very scared I sleep with it.
Maximum time I can wear it is only for 12 hours.
So if I don't take it out,
It's gonna get stuck to my eyeball.
And when I force it out,
there will be imprints on my eyeball.
Haha.

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Anyway, on a random topic today.
I want to eat Ice Cream.
Yum Yum.
Ice Cream.
Ice Cream.
Cookies and Cream Ice Cream from Island Creamery.
Cookies and Cream Ice Cream from Haagen Daz.
Cookies and Cream Ice Cream from Anderson's.
Cookies and Cream Ice Cream from Udders.
Cookies and Cream Ice Cream from Ben's and Jerry.
Cookies and Cream Ice Cream from Swenson's.
Cookies and Cream Ice Cream from Macdonalds.
I wanna eat.
Someone accompany me go on ice cream trail... (:

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It's chapter 5 now in my very short blogging history.
So fast I keep going ahead and flipping a new chapter.
But first to answer some tags:
PhS - My very close, but very kiasu and even kiasuer than me friend:
You epic fail la!
It's so obvious lor.
Oh, and I did enjoy the 3rd and 4th songs! (:
Worth the ticket price.
The 2nd song was catastrophical though. ):
But it was nice to spend time with former classmates like Fabian, Joseph, Xuan Ming and you! :D
Chin Wen - The cute and adorable, but damn goondu girl:
Hey hey, I really hope it'll go away soon!
It's making me less focused on work and stuff, and definitely my grades are going to suffer like that.
But nevermind!
There's still fencing to look forward too! (:
My muscle aches gone already!
Yay! (:
Thanks btw~:D

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School's fun today.
For the first time, I felt like I was imprisoned.
We had to give our ex-link cards before leaving the auditorium.
Lol.
And it was damn funny.
Xiaoyou and Siman did a wonderful job! (:
But I was really bored with some of the people.

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I want to sleep at 2AM and wake up at 5AM.
I want to just forget everything, lie on bed, and do absolutely NOTHING.
I want to eat cookies and cream icecream.
I want to drink milk at night and not get stomachache in the morning.
I want to eat noodles now.
I want to eat and not get fat. >.<

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I want many things in life.
I already have my life plan all planned out.
This thing is making me derail.
Offtrack.
I am very kiasu, if you don't know, now you know!
And I have a secret identity.
Woah.
Sounds so suave when I say that.
Haha.
XD

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Anyway, finally reached Chapter 5 - Confession Day.
I set myself a deadline.
2 Weeks from Thursday
That's D-Day.
If I get rejected, then I'll start a new chapter in life again.

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Oh again,
I already said it's okay to spread my secret around.
I'm really sorry to my friends who I have troubled.
I really thank you from the bottom of my heart.
If you think that the secret's hindering you and your life,
And bothering you a lot,
I really apologise for making you all go through so much trauma for me.
I'm really sorry. D;
So it's okay if you have some brotherhood or something and there's supposed to be no secrets, and you just need to say.
'Cos I'll understand.
But I just want people to understand about people like me.
:D
So as long as you don't mean any malice or harm, it's fine.
Really.
Don't need to feel guilty if you told someone already.
"Coloured-Lenses" is what I'm scared about.

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Woah.
25 posts in 10 days.
Sense of satisfaction.
Hope to reach 500 by the end of the year!
People tag on my tagboard please! (:

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Smile and be happy!
'Cos tomorrow's HC Elections Day!
And remember to vote for The Ninja Turtles tomorrow for ARES peeps!

Adios!
Shawn.

Video I've watched today:
Have a fun time watching it!

♥ angel&devil.
3/30/2010 07:11:00 PM

Gah.
Post 89.
This would mean 20 odd posts from the Incident already.
The Incident.
It's hard to forget it!!!
I'm turning cranky because of it!!!
Two possibilities:
1. You don't want to lead me on.
2. You are just someone who is a SBW/Jerk.
So both are extreme thoughts.
I hope it's really 1!
ARGH.
It's difficult to NOT think about you.
Because you're so PROMINENT.
You appear when within 1km of my viewpoint.
HOW CAN THIS HAPPEN?
I'm losing sight of my goal.
I'm losing sight of my aim.
I'm losing my mental strength.
I'm forgetting the real reason why I wanted to come in HC.
Is it worth it for you??
I wish to say no.
But it's difficult!

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I'm going to try one last time.
I'm resolved to do it.
Make a conclusion to this draggy story.
No point dragging my feet on and on for the same matter.
And runing my life.
My future for it.

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People who knows what's happening.
I don't mind if you tell anyone.
Seriously.
Really don't mind.
I am who I am.
What you say won't affect me in any way.
But please phrase it prudently.
More than 3 words to the least.
I'm miserable within me.
I've been warned.
This route is going to be the rockiest one I've ever taken.
I am ready.

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I'm going to confess.
To you. (If YOU are the one reading this)
YOU.
YOU.
YOU.
YOU.
YOU.
It's just the question: When?
Soon!
If it doesn't work out, I'll pack my bags and leave for Alaska and just die there alone, folornly.
Just joking.
But if it doesn't work out, I'll change totally.
For the good/bad?
I don't know.
That's the fun part of our lifes isn't it?
How fun.
I'm really enjoying myself now.
*Note the sarcasm dripping from my mouth*
I know probably some people are INFURIATED with my mood swings.
For that
I AM SORRY.
I swear it's going to end.
:( SORRY. from the bottomest pit of my heart.
I've been disillusioned by the realities of life.
SORRY. You know this is from my heart, because I rarely apologise.
Please don't choose this period to ditch me in the lurch.
It's really the most DIFFICULT time of my ENTIRE 16 years of life.
I've never experienced such infatuations before.
SERIOUSLY.
And to those whose acceptance I so gladly appreciate,
THANKS. The list is inexhaustive, but I'll name a few.
Thanks to Joseph Wong. - MJS/CHS peeps.
Thanks to Xuan Ming, Roy Goh and Jun Hoe. - CHS peeps.
Thanks to Huier. - NCPS peeps.
Thanks to Ms Kumar.
Thanks to 10A11.
Thanks to OG37.
THANKS.
THANKS.
THANKS.
No amount of THANKS is enough.
But THANKS.
From the heart.
This is a part of the heart rarely reached within me.
Thanks for your LISTENING EAR.
Thanks for your OPEN MINDSET.
Thanks for your EMPATHETIC HEART.
Thanks for your WARM SMILES.
Thanks for your UNDERSTANDING WORDS.
Thanks for being YOU.
Thanks for being MY FRIEND.

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Sorry for being such a jerk the entire week.
Sorry for being myself the past week.
Sorry to you.

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I know I've SINNED.
Sorry.
But this is a RISK I'm willing to take.
Sorry to those who CONDONE such things.
I cannot HIDE anymore.
Such a MISERABLE life.
Is it worth to gie="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">---

I know I've SINNED.
Sorry.
But this is a RISK I'm willing to take.
Sorry to those who CONDONE such things.
I cannot HIDE anymore.
Such a MISERABLE life.
Is it worth to give up my freedom for speech?
A resounding YES.
I've diverted ALL MY ENERGY to other activities but thinking of you.
But I'm TIRED.
I'm LETHARGIC.
I'm DRAINED.
I don't have any energy anymore.
I don't have any energy to MUSTER ANY ENERGY now.
I don't have any MOTIVATION.
I don't have any INSPIRATION.
I feel like a loser now.
I ALWAYS TELL PEOPLE to think of happy THINGS.
But I just CONTRADICTED MYSELF.
I'll TALK TO YOU.
But PLEASE talk to me.

PLEASE.
I'M BEGGING YOU.
I'M PLEADING TO YOU.
PLEASE.

I wish to smile like before.
Before I met you.
But I know that
It's because of you that I smiled.

Adios.
Shawn

♥ angel&devil.
3/30/2010 06:39:00 PM

Monday, March 29, 2010

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This whole post is only for people who knows what's going on.
If you don't, please proceed to CHAPTER 4 POST 87.
Please really don't read this if you don't know anything.
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This is unlikely to be the last post about you.
Although I said probably.
I didn't want to publish it at first.
It is difficult to completely forget about you.

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I didn't wish for this to happen though.
Not sure about you though.

You refused to talk to me.
You deleted me on MSN.
You deleted me on FB.
You who I used to like.
And still like.

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That irrational feeling.
That weird jingle down the spine.
The awkwardness.
You are the epitome of everything I want to be.
The epitome of rebellion and liberation.

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Brown fringe,
Uncanny personality,
Odd,
Strange,
Weird,
Eccentric,
Peculiar.
That's just what's drawing me to you.
You have the X Factor.
Thanks to you,
I'm digging this bottemless pit.
And jumping in, not knowing what is in stall for me.
Evidently nothing good was there.
And now it turned for the worst.

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For immediately, all communications networks were deleted.
We didn't even speak.
I kept staring at you.
From my class bench.
It's hard.
It's hard to not bump into you.
I always see you around school.
I'm always so happy to receive your msn messages.
The kind of anticipation I get everytime.

---

Then because of 'lol'.

You shut me off from your world.
It was immediate.
You blocked and deleted me.
That hurts me.
Everytime I try to avoid you.
But it's impossible.
You are everywhere.

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I got so depressed.
I wanted to self mutilate.
I wanted to commit suicide.
All for you.
To get your attention.
Rationality overcame that though.
But it's difficult to delete you from my mind.
I was so depressed I didn't talk to anyone.
I just wanted to talk to you.
The adrenaline rush I get from seeing you superceded everything.

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I think about you during lectures.
During tutorials.
During breaks.
It's difficult to wash you out of my system.

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I saw you on Thursday on the bus.
I confronted you.
You said What? That's what you only said.
I said like so much.
I just poured out everything.
I even wrote a letter.
You just nodded and
Shook your head and
Smiled and
Look at your handphone and
Play with the card on your hand.
I was really sad.
I am not angry though.
You can never be angry with the person you like.

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But I never once gave up.
Because of this,
I remained depressed and distracted.
I couldn't think straight.
I couldn't think right.
I couldn't do my work right.
It was pure torture.
It was sheer agony.
It was antagonising.
You were there.
I couldn't talk to you.
Because I knew you didn't want to talk to me.
You avoided me like a plague.

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I talked to my close friends about it.
She said just go confess.
I wanted to proclaim out loud.
Who I was.
I wanted to confessed that I liked you.

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I mustered courage and went to see Ms Kumar.
She told me not to.
She told me to think right.
She told me to wash you out of my system.
I told her it has been a week plus already.
But you are imprinted in my cranial mass.
It's difficult not to think about you.
She totally understand how I feel.

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I just can't hate you.
I like you so much.
So profoundly.

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Love's a profound thing.

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I'm trying really hard to forget about you.
But I know it's going to be really difficult.
I saw you running past our class bench today.
My heart fluttered a little.
So happy.
Then immediately, reality came crashing down on me.
I want you.

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Adios.
Shawn

♥ angel&devil.
3/29/2010 10:49:00 PM

This is a post dedicated to

ARES: THE NINJA TURTLES

Vote for them 'cos you know that this is a group of people who will get things done.
Actually, I just want to like wish them luck... Not really to solicite votes for them.
Because I know they will make it!

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An excerpt from my conversation with Siman
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Shawn says (22:29):
HI! SORRY TO DISTURB.. oops caps, but tomorrow the campaign thingy is from what time to what time?
NINJA TURTLE (L) says (22:30):
ERM
8 to 11
why
Shawn says (22:30):
Cool!
omg that's great
haha just wanted to see if i can don't do econs or not
NINJA TURTLE (L) says (22:30):
best lah u
OMG I AM DAMN SCARED
like seriously
Shawn says (22:30):
haha DON'T NEED TO BE SCARED!!! (:
Shawn says (22:31):
Trust yourself and go all out!!! (:
sure can one!
you are such a confident person
and hell of a good speaker
haha
just be yourself
NINJA TURTLE (L) says (22:31):
OMG NOOOO
Shawn says (22:31):
but don't leng chang
NINJA TURTLE (L) says (22:31):
i nv speak in front of so many PPL
LIKES SERIOUSLY
Shawn says (22:31):
haha 250 ppl?
ONLY?
Haha i didn't too
NINJA TURTLE (L) says (22:31):
NO
500
HAHAHHAHA
Shawn says (22:31):
o.O why 500?
Shawn says (22:32):
Oh!
NINJA TURTLE (L) says (22:32):
with seniors
Shawn says (22:32):
ya!
OMG
NINJA TURTLE (L) says (22:32):
THATS WHY
WALAO
Shawn says (22:32):
So tomorrow cannot sleep liao
NINJA TURTLE (L) says (22:32):
DAMN SDARY
Shawn says (22:32):
but ya
no need to be scared
NINJA TURTLE (L) says (22:32):
I WILL PEE IN MY PANTS
Shawn says (22:32):
hahahahahahahahahahahah lol!
won't la!
just trust in yourself!
you are so popular! sure can one!
Shawn says (22:33):
(: just be yourself
and don't ever be scared
just treat it as the audience is wearing underwear and hearing you speak
then can liao
NINJA TURTLE (L) says (22:33):
LOL
okok
thanks shawn
Shawn says (22:34):
(:
you can do it!
jiayouz!!!

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So good luck!

Smile and be happy!
'cos life's too short to be sad.
Don't commit suicide if you are sad
till you vote!

Adios!
Shawn

♥ angel&devil.
3/29/2010 10:28:00 PM

Liberation.

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This post is for people who understand what's happening.
If you know nothing, I suggest you go on with the post.
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But it's not the start of a new chapter yet.
Nope!
It's going to be a new beginning.
I'm not going to try again.
Not worth it.
But I still haven't really got over yet.

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People who knows my secret, please please keep it a secret.
This is a secret which is going to last through a long time.

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I had a long chat with Ms Kumar.
I agree with her.
The secret should remain a secret.
I should probably stop thinking of the person.
The person's not worth it.
At all.

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But I'm not going to flame the person.
'Cos I believe there may be a chance in the future
To know the person again.
Who knows about the future?

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But Ms Kumar was really understanding.
Talking to her made me feel...liberated.
She convinced me to forget about the person.
Just let go.
Just release myself from the bottomless pit I've dug myself into.
Before it's too late.
It will take some time for me to recover, of course.
Such things often have a cooldown period.

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I want to be the previous
cheerful
happy
positive
Shawn.
Not the current
unhappy
zombie-like
pessismitic
Shawn.
Don't you just agree that
liberation is the best feeling on earth?
No more burdens.
Thanks Ms Kumar! :D

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All those who doesn't know what's happening,
Please start from here. Thanks. XD
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Today was a nice day.
Had a nice chat with Mel, Youjia and Ziai at our table.
Haha.
Mel, must cheer up k?? (:
Anyway, it was nice for our PT to be in the canteen.
Rested well.

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Anyway, then we proceed to History.
OMG.
Ms Kumar really flared up today.
Blew her top.
Flipped.
Became angry.
Became infuriated.
Became furious.
Oh gosh.
History's test was badly done.
*ARGH!*
*Screams till lungs explode*
*Stab heart continuously*
*Brain explodes*
*Shawn is proclaimed dead*
Haha.
Still got the rest of the year to buck up!
(:
So I still have chance to"xian yu fan shen" * salted fish turn body *.
(:

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Hmm.
I seriously just went crazy during CSE.
Ms Claire is seriously
THE
Funniest teacher.
Haha.
Learning about Essay skills.
The lesson was damn epic. XD
But :X
Because it's a bit rude to be written here.
Haha

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PW was another lesson.
Feasibility and Manageability of Project:
This project is manageable.
This project is feasible.
HAHA.
Damn funny!
That was what I wrote too!
Haha

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Can't get my contacts today D:
But it's okay!
I'll get it tomorrow!
Really looking forward to getting it.
So many new experiences this year.
(:

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Smile and be happy!
'cos you can never be too sad about life.
Because life gives you everything
and a death.
and a bad romance.
Hmm.
Ok, I suppose you can be sad about life once in a while.

Adios!
Shawn

♥ angel&devil.
3/29/2010 03:08:00 PM

I'm going to try one last time.
Regardless of whether it is success or failure
I'll just start a new chapter in my life.

Cross my fingers
and hope that people don't condemn me.

Adios!
Shawn

♥ angel&devil.
3/29/2010 08:30:00 AM

Old ways.
My arch enemy.
Trust me when I said I experienced a lot.
I was the butt of all jokes in Primary school, being the most irritating and annoying nuisance in class.
The medicated oil incident especially striking.

then came secondary school. life's fun, but I was ostracised in secondary 2. if that's not bad enough, the tic tac "medicated oil" emulation, the ripping of my history textbook.

I admit. I don't have a lot of friends, certainly not a catalogue full of them.

But the ones I have are the nicest, most trustworthy, and are those who understand me.

( I didn't know this at first, till Zhi Ler sent me this message :

Mickey has minnie,
Tigger has pooh,
Patrick has spongebob
What am I without u? This Is world best friend's day! Send this to friends you never want to lose! :D) - I don't send such messages, so you should know if you're my good friend! :)

Now that I'm in JC, I don't want it to happen. Again.
That's why my friends are those who can tolerate my nonsensical standards.
I must say they are the best group of people.
I know when I say some things out, some will drift away from me.
Some will avoid me like a plague.

But as I quote from Joseph Wong: " It still does not change the fact that you're my friend.

I'm going to require a lot of courage to say it out loud.
that will happen in less than 70 days.

Now I made some things clear,
smile and be happy!
especially if you hate exercising.
A frown requires more muscle activities.

Life's short.
But not short till you feel a lack of satisfaction.
you won't know what will happen right?
Perhaps after you die, you will be given a form.
'Rate your experience in life from 1 to 10'

Yesterday was Ching Ming.
Remember my grandfather again.
Starting to forget already.
Bad to forget.
Never will forget how much we screamed at each other.
but he always did everything for me.
I'm blessed.
But kind of regret it, that I couldn't go 'sao mu' yesterday.
Almost fought with my mother about it.

Adios!
Shawn

♥ angel&devil.
3/29/2010 05:59:00 AM

Sunday, March 28, 2010

LeRoy Lim: Keller Gohanddie's wife is Test cus he mug for test. ^^
You, Lim Qi Xiang and LeRoy Lim like this.
Lim Qi Xiang: His accomplice is named Notes and his victim is named Textbook. He used a pen as a weapon
Conclusion: Keller mugged Textbook with Notes using a pen for Test ~ !
Haha XD
Funny

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Randomation in progress.
Skip this post if you don't want to read anything random.

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[VJC] Sally Coleridge Tan Xue Li says (21:21):
I am too happy to feel tired
Shawn says (21:21):
oh! why?????
happpppy????

[VJC] Sally Coleridge Tan Xue Li says (21:21):
yeah haha
Shawn says (21:22):
what happened?
[VJC] Sally Coleridge Tan Xue Li says (21:22):
i am not telling you
Shawn says (21:23):
ok lor
):
[VJC] Sally Coleridge Tan Xue Li says (21:25):
:P
Shawn says (21:25):
haha evil. like to keep people in the dark
[VJC] Sally Coleridge Tan Xue Li says (21:25):
hahahaha
the secret is
lalalal
Shawn says (21:28):
=.= evil evil!!! evil Sally.
[VJC] Sally Coleridge Tan Xue Li says (21:28):
lalalalalalala
Shawn says (21:29):
evil!!!!!!!!!! *screams at top of lungs, and put knife in chest numerous times*
[VJC] Sally Coleridge Tan Xue Li says (21:30):
HAHAHHA
DRAMA MAMA
Shawn says (21:30):
hahahaha
hmpt. don't say then don't say lor~
):
[VJC] Sally Coleridge Tan Xue Li says (21:30):
:D
Shawn says (21:31):
haha
this is going on my blog
evil sally
[VJC] Sally Coleridge Tan Xue Li says (21:31):
yeahhh
like i will tell you
Shawn says (21:31):
):
Shawn says (21:32):
nevermind i can find out for myself
[VJC] Sally Coleridge Tan Xue Li says (21:33):
try hard then
Shawn says (21:33):
haha you are really evil
haha
[VJC] Sally Coleridge Tan Xue Li says (21:33):
hahahaaaha
...
Shawn says (21:43):
shld be sally
haha
[VJC] Sally Coleridge Tan Xue Li says (21:43):
haha
[VJC] Sally Coleridge Tan Xue Li says (21:44):
I will never tell you why I am feeling happppppy
you can try to figure it yourselfffff
boo
Shawn says (21:45):
=.= booo

Sally Evil right?
Haha.

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Anyway, today was a good day!
Talked to my parents like normal human beings again.
(:
That's a good thing.
Then dinner we went to Little India!
For nice and succulent pig trotters,
Fried bee hoon,
Delicious mee suah,
and like nice things la.
With my whole family.
XD.
Loved it.

Okay, so this being a random post,
It is meant to be short.
And to make you know about me.
'MAKE'!
:grin.

Smile and be happy!
'Cos life's really
really
really
really
too short (like this blogpost)
to be sad!

Adios!
Shawn

♥ angel&devil.
3/28/2010 09:25:00 PM

To Andy:
Thanks!
A lot of my friends helped me through my difficult times.
So I think I got it out of my mind already.
Which is a good thing.
Thanks again (:

To Duo Geng:
Hi!!
Thanks~ :P
You must really cheer up, because you must remember:
My problems are never as complex as Shawn's and you will really really be happy like that. (:
When you need any help, you know where you can find help! =)
Haha.
That would be anyone but me. (:
Just Joking~
Anyway, ya, feeling happier now, 'cos I think it's not worth it to be sad over the whole issue.
I think!
Haha, still on and off though.
I must really keep my cheerful mood up!
You too! (:

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Anyway, Finally got my scrapbook done.
My pics uploaded.
After 5 antagonising hours.
Sense of Achievement. :P

Presenting,
Majestia XXV @ VJC.
Haha.(:

Finally Uploaded the pics.

Before we embarked on our long journey
+ Pics of long journey
+ Pics in theatre
Met: Fabian Lim,
Joseph Wong
Hang Siang
Ling Kang
Xuan Ming
Yue Feng
Hui Qi
and loads more ^^
Really enjoyed myself (:

(Photos below not in chronological order. IN Fact, its in reverse order))
Some pages may seem a bit messy though.
Enjoy!
This blog post is deliberately kept short, 'cos Chin Wen is complaining my blog posts are always so longgggg. D`:

Smile and be happy!
'Cos there's school tomorrow!
And who isn't looking forward to school?

Adios!
Shawn